Real Talk

Its been a minute

Since I been in it

Put my feelings on it

Put my grind to it

But today Imma go through it

With y'all, on some real talk!

Sometimes it's hard to listen to truth

But know it's easier then being a lie or lied too

When feeling that absolution or approval is needed

However others take it wrong as being conceded

We all come with flaws 

Constantly building walls

Taking pics with no draws

Coming off as no loss

After we put our clothes back on

Realizing everyone's gone

We stand alone left to mourn

Over broken promises and issues of Trust

Over likes, smiley faces, Love, yet there is no us

There is story lines 

Revealing our intimate lives

Getting Love from both sides

Of friends,

Of family,

Even ones of past history,

Believing all that's good and deserving has come to me

The head reveal its ugly truth

When you realize you been lied to

By ones who claim to Love you

No evidence can they show you

That they always been there for you 

Still they can't stand to see the real you;

Get up

Rise up

Move up

Everything in you coming through

Your heart

Your devotion

Your strength

Your promotion

Your hunger to do and be head above water

Surrounded by all of your emotions

When they try to take hold 

And drag you through cold

Deep waters of deception

Manipulations

Configure anticipations

of Malevolence Intent situations 

Never will there be a congratulations

You made it to the top.

Nope I guess not

I laugh because I won't stop

Makes me harder 

To breath out fire

Walking on water 

Taking back control from all the liars

Being on some Real talk

I can tell you some things 

Let's go for a walk!

Read that again!

Rasahni n Jboat dance 4game.

Liberated Bohemian: I'm not that Bitch, I'm THAT BITCH!

Liberated Bohemian: I'm not that Bitch, I'm THAT BITCH!: I'm not that Bitch, I'm THAT BITCH! I'm not that Bitch who needs ones approval Or care what your needs are I'm not that ...

I'm not that Bitch, I'm THAT BITCH!

I'm not that Bitch, I'm THAT BITCH!

I'm not that Bitch who needs ones approval
Or care what your needs are
I'm not that Bitch who seeks out smiles n fake ass friends
Or one that needs a man when thinking about my plans
For my future
For the game
For my money and
Sure damn don't need one getting in my lane
Don't think for a minute that one can compete
Their status is not even measurable to mine
But I will sure take it to the streets if that is where you want to meet
I'm not that Bitch who cares bout playing house all day
Wearing a ring
Ironing suits
Producing spawns
Claiming roots
I'm not that Bitch, I'm THAT BITCH
Who rides the whip
Who carries cash not credit
Who has houses not apartments
Who has a ready clip on hand
For when anyone has the need to snitch
I told you once before, but I'll say it again
I'm not that Bitch you want to play with
I'm THAT BITCH who will
End It!

A League of my Own

I am in a League of my own rights 

I stay in my lane every day and night

Sitting on my Throne with a pen in my hand ready to write

Not needing to be who you want or think I should be

Instead choosing to continuously thrive and be the only me

You can't wrap me up in a pretty bow

Think I'm going to follow you and your silly side show

I'm not a follower 

I'm not your leader

I do me on my time 

I write what I want to write 

With no dead lines

No freak shows

No process of other shit that don't pertain to my glow

Of telling stories or writing poems

It's not for me to throw you a low blow

Why put myself out there 

I'm already here 

In my own lane

Processing life through my eyes 

Spreading my wings

Getting ready to take flight

Just remember I don't fly on scheduled time

I am a Free bird 

Not signed on the dotted line!!!!!!! 

Liberated Bohemian: Lay it on Me!!

Liberated Bohemian: Lay it on Me!!: Lay your sexy low eyes on Me Lay your suckable lips on my thighs While my body, you take on a high Leaving me in a natural desire of y...

Lay it on Me!!

Lay your sexy low eyes on Me

Lay your suckable lips on my thighs

While my body, you take on a high

Leaving me in a natural desire of your being

Breaking every rule because I got you feenin

Craving passion is what becomes us

After we go through all the classical movements

Entertaining every thought combining us 

Into a motion of a relief sculpture

Bringing about a mixed media construction

Creating lines and forms in a master piece painting

My Renaissance Man

Lay your sculpting palms on my womanly shape figure

That came from your rib

Molding my silhouette with the very tip of your fingers

Gently kissing the sweetness of my skin, limb to limb
Exhaling sensual air
You take one more glance at your art work before hand
Coming in for the kill
We're in sync with our sexual healing for one another
Lay your thickness in my juiciness
Lay it in my foreverness
Lay your love within thee
Lay it on Me...........

Liberated Bohemian: For Life!

Liberated Bohemian: For Life!: You were suppose to protect me You was going to show me the world How could you forget me I was your precious pearl No longer your girl...

For Life!

You were suppose to protect me
You was going to show me the world
How could you forget me
I was your precious pearl
No longer your girl
What did she do to take your heart away
Why can't you remember all the love we made
Life is not worth living without
You in it
Causing me pain everyday
You were my knight in shining armor
Your loving words had my heart on fire
Passion between us will never end
Just because you thought my heart would mend
Leaving me with broken pieces of our love
That once was meant to be
I ask myself all the time
Why did you have to leave?
Could we go back
To the way things use to be
When I loved you and
You Loved me
Where you would ask me
Once upon a time
To be your one and only, and
I would say............
Yes
For
Life!

Liberated Bohemian: While I'm Alive

Liberated Bohemian: While I'm Alive: Hold me now while I'm Alive Kiss me now while my cheeks are warm Tell me how you love me and don't wait Bring me flowers while ...

While I'm Alive

Hold me now while I'm Alive
Kiss me now while my cheeks are warm
Tell me how you love me and don't wait
Bring me flowers while I'm Alive
Watch me breathe and remember my soul
Don't take out little time for granted
Smile at me more often
Tell me you love me everyday
Make sure to wipe my tears away
In sickness and in health remember?
Til death do us part..
How many married couples can really say that
They parted because of death
And not because of Love
Don't cry when I'm gone
Don't kiss my cold lifeless cheeks I won't feel it
Don't tell me you love me after I died
Don't bring Flowers to my funeral I can't take them with me
Remember my Soul
And how happy you made my last days Alive!

My Dear

My Dear

When your alone in your bed
Do you wish I was there instead
So you can run your fingers through my hair
Tell me how much you care
Wanting to whisper sweet nothing's in my ear
Looking into my eyes
Touching my lips
Inhaling my beauty
Tasting my finger tips
Caressing them with your luscious tongue
We lay next to each other
While the radio play all our songs
I look into your eyes
Wanting to kiss away your fears
Dancing into your emotions
Gently wiping your salty tears
That cry for me
Your losing sleep
Over letting me go
I don't know what to say
To take your heart ache away
But here hold my heart
Before it tears all apart
From me having to walk away
To die alone
Not to cause you anymore pain
But we have known
This time was coming near
Let us say goodbye
But know I will always be in your heart
My dear

Liberated Bohemian: Don't Cry

Liberated Bohemian: Don't Cry: Don't Cry I won't Cry My life is gone But my spirit lives on My virtue will reign Let my thoughts be a song Let me go I won&#...

Don't Cry

Don't Cry
I won't Cry
My life is gone
But my spirit lives on
My virtue will reign
Let my thoughts be a song
Let me go
I won't let go
Here hold my heart for it is yours to take
Remember 
Me now
My smile
My stance
My Love
Our Romance!

Liberated Bohemian: Remembering

Liberated Bohemian: Remembering: I remember back in the day When we were lil Jits You were running around Thinking you was the shit I fell hard for you Following you ar...

Remembering

I remember back in the day
When we were lil Jits
You were running around
Thinking you was the shit
I fell hard for you
Following you around school
I gave you my heart
My innocence to share
You used and abused my love
Without a fucking care
In this world I should've known better
Than to believe in your lies
All hope for us is gone and I never
Will forget you
And how I loved you
Now I gotta learn how to live
Without you!

You think I don't know
I hear your heart breaking
Your soul is shaking
You can't control your feelings anymore
My love for you was your open door
You look around your house 
I am not there
You lay in your bed
Reaching out for me
But Instead your lonely
All you had to do was ask
All your pride could have been swallowed
All your life you could have had
Me!

Dat Doobie

Here I go smoking dat Doobie
Got my eyes chinked out like a nubie
My peeps cheesin @ me thinking shyt funny
Stars in the sky playing with my head
Spinning around and then falling onto my bed
Wait a minute hth did I get here?
Must be that good green that put me there
Now I'm toasting to the good life
Two blunts in the air looking nice
Thinking all clear is unexplainable
When the ceiling is clouded by my thoughts
Laying upside down is unforgivable
If I'm not learning what I have been taught
Stop smoking they say
Stop drinking they pray
For my disruptive soul
All I can say is I have one goal
In life never to be alone
With my words screwing me
Hanging in mid air
Without my Doobie

You are losing

You are losing me
You are losing me
You are losing me
You... 
Are losing me slowly but surely
Maybe that is your intention
Or maybe you like fucking with my emotions
I'm done playing games
No longer will you be my main,
Concern is not one to blame
Me, for mistakes in our past
Is gone, and we can't bring it back
From now on
I will be gone
Out of your way
So you won't trample over 
My Heart again and again
This is the end
You are losing me
You are losing me
You are losing me
You.....
are losing me to the point of no, 
return to me you will never again be the boss
Of our love that you just lost!!!!!!!

chopped and screwed

I am feeling so chopped and screwed
Every time I trust and believe you
Your pretentious love is not what I need in my life
Your hollow heart has no room in mine
Our intense conversations has turned into
A boring meeting of sorts
One word answers
No life beyond
Walking away is what I do best
Running back to you is what puts me in a mess
Guess it's time to face the facts
Our song has played it's last note
We've danced our last tune
No more You and I 
No more ride or die
It's just the dust 
Left behind
Us.